urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller empiredweller empiredweller 2006-09-12T00:43:06Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:17794 2006-09-12T00:43:06Z 2006-09-12T00:43:06Z school<br />ok... so.<br />Most of my teachers suck at live, and only one of them is a good teacher...<br /><br />so... my senior year...<br /><br />lets go down the list, shall we.<br /><br />A1B1 Ms. Givler - Creative Writing<br />She is the best teacher I have. her mix of an enjoyable class, witty humor, and extreme kindness to all of her students make for a great learning and emproving experiance. The only problem with this class is that CJ is in it. The bad part about that is that he numbs my brain with his lack of inteligable/intelligant speak/writing.<br /><br />A2 Mr Carr - Goverment<br />Yeah I know, AGAIN!? why? I passed his God forsaken class somehow... is this punishment for something?<br />Do I even need to explain...?<br />Yes... yes I do. Mr Carr cannot teach anyone but people like me, who hear it once and will remember it 95 percent of the time, the rest however, is all lost. although he can teach me, he shouldn't. He is less orginised than I am about his own homework, and usually ends up screwing people over on it. when the teacher is sending a '3 homeworks asignements missing' alert-ma-jig to the entire class, about the same three homeworks... that's when you know it's all the fault of the teacher. furthermore, he and CJ have something in comon, they make my brain want to leak out of my ears and into a blender. If I here him say "....kind of philosophy..." one more time....<br />I thought barbaric warfare was a lack of philosophy, not a kind of it... 'could have fooled me on that one. I could explain further on the horrors of the class, but I'll save that for private conversation, becouse I don't want to overload myspace...<br /><br />A3 Mr. Pennington - Wind Ensamble<br />I love band, but when the teacher has confuesd 'Wind Ensamble... higher band... can play fun... interesting... chalangeing music...' with 'Consert band... the music that Wind Ensamble is playing should go to them...'<br />I just thought of something... what is Concert Band playing...<br />like... hot cross buns or something? WTF?<br />Is anyone in Wind Ensemble NOT in a comma?<br />ok, he's a pretty cool guy, but if he babys us like this any further, I'm going to forget how to play the harder stuff. I thought we were supposed to improve over time... I played something today that I played as a freshman.<br />ok, also, for marching band, leaving us at attintion is sopposed to be a punishment, not a casual thing, next time he tries to leave us at attintion for two hours, I'm walking off the feild. seriosly, it's rediculuos. and for all the horns up we're doing... it's something like this...<br />time to start... horns up... horns down... horns up... horns down...<br />two hours later...<br />horns up... ok, lets start playing, oh no wait, it's time to go home.<br />The judges at VBODA are going to say, "Oh look, nice horns up... ...*vomits*... that sound's like sh-*vamits*"<br />And another thing, if you're going to keep us after for thirty minutes after EVERYTIME, why not fucking PLAN for it to end thirty minuts after, not only the students, but the parents have scheduals, and time is wasted when a certain time is given and another is what really happens.<br />also... Our Warm-up really sucks... like waste time we don't have kinda suck.<br />Another thing... we ARE NOT profetional marchers. We are a high school band. that is that. don't say how you're going to keep everything the same, and start changing things randomly just becouse you think we will look 'more profetional,' becouse the system works, we got a superior at VBODA last year, and won many things in compition. There's more to be ranted about, but Mr. Pennington is an alright guy, he's just lost his mind.<br /><br />A4 Frau Huges - German IV<br />the Frau is a cool person, but my God she can be a hellish teacher if she wants to be. I've come to conclution that the way she grades, is by how smart she thinks you are, and since I've always been slightly behind in German, becouse I never study, she thinks that I deserve a bad grade. So it doens't matter how how much you talked German, or how much you participated, or anything like that, at the end of a day in German, I'm getting a 50% for participation, and the people who are outwardly smart, even if they were sleeping, will get a 100. So in order to get a decent participation grade, I will need to do EVERYTHING. which can't be done, becouse everone else is worried about their preset grade. 'The fuck? another thing. German IV, V, VI, Ib ap or standard for all of them are the same class. with the same vocabualry, and the same book, and the same tests... o shouldn't I, beng in four, to not understand it as much as someone who is in VI, shouldn't my class be any easier? Atlee says no. another 'screw you' from Atlee, but what should I expect, since when hasn't it been that way in the rich prick school it is.<br /><br />B2 Ms. Hughes (a different one) - English 12<br />Ms Hughes is like my dad, she should be a crash dreams theropist. except, my dad knows how to do it correctly. here is the conversation I had with her (in front of the entire class)<br />her: "So what do you want to do after highschool?"<br />me: "I hope to become a novalist, probablly go to collage"<br />her: "*laughs* so you like to read or something"<br />me: "Sometimes"<br />her: "*tring to crush me* well... you won't do well like that"<br />me: "Well, I like to read when it's NOT talentless garbauge"<br />her: "*internal gasp* What does that mean"<br />me: "Like Steinbeck... lets see... I'll write a hundred pages, build up two characters, flip a coin to figure out how many of the I kill off, become rich, rinse and repeat."<br />her: "*Appauled*"<br />me: "or like Ann Rice.. Oh my God! ok, let's write this and this an- oh, no wait, I'm building suspence, so I can't tell you that yet. and this happened, but before that this other thing happened, then... no... um... lost my train of th-.... vampires..."<br />You can see where that one is going...<br />If she were my dad, she could get to me, but as it is, se's a minor annoyance who doesn't do her job well, at least so far.<br />Mug shot's are retarded, just becouse I'm ambidexious and I can, I'm doing every one with my left hand.<br /><br />B3 Ms. Leise - Study Hall<br />You'd think that you can't screw up study hall, that all you should need to do is lean back and do nothing but look at the childeren not killing each other... you'd think a lot of things. She won't let us listen to music, she won't let us go to the librarry without a pass, but aslo she won't write us a pass. still, to get a pass from another teacher she requires a pass, and will not write that. I'm suprised I can breath, no ffod, no water, no drink, no music, no anything. this is acceptible while in a class and not durning a studt hall. Study hall is NOT GRADED. I have a gaint gaping hole in my transcript now for taking this, so it's MY study time. I asked a few of my freinds about why she fells it nessisary to act as such a bitch, and the gerneral consinciss is, she;s not acting. I'm glad she's not my teacher for anything important... then again, she would probablly do a better job at teaching than most of these others.<br /><br />B4 Ms Brooke - Chemistry<br />zzz...zzz...!!!<br />Oh yeah, now I'm awake. this woman is imposible to pay attintion to, and I don't have ADD/ADHD. I know many people that have failed this class becouse qoute, "I had to mess around in that class to stay awake, sothat I could try and get some of what she was saying. I would tell you if she's a good person or not, but I don't know, I don't even have an idea. she has a nicly dark since of humor, but it's so dulled, that I won't even stay awake listening to that. And so far, her attitude is the 'you fall asleep, I leave you behind' kind, which translates to, 'I leave you behind'<br /><br />A2 Colabourate Mr. Sosch(sp?)<br />He is a nice guy, with an accual since of humar, and the only reason I don't switch out of that class. the only problem is though, hhe is always being overshadowed by Mr. Carr... which makes for a nice pun if you've ever seen Mr. Carr.<br /><br />B2 Colabourate Ms. Lark<br />A lawbreaking, always assuming racism, from the gehtton, but cool person, kinda sit back in the corner of the room and not say anything teacher. she'll occationally comment on how stupid someone is after Huges has started the hope-rapefest. but a kinda col person, she should be head teacher...<br /><br />Mr Stokes is still a racist bastard, but he knows my mom will say something very happy to thoughs above him, as far up as she needs to go, so ussually he stays clear.<br /><br />That's about it fr my teachers... a single skilled one, who also knows what she's doing, and has a spot to teach correctly amoung them. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:17624 2006-09-02T15:56:19Z 2006-09-02T15:56:19Z I've been slacking off majorly on Livejournal. If you want to know what's been happening in my life, check out myspace. depending on how many readers I accually stil have, I might start updating here as well, and if I do, I'll give everyone a big happy update.<br /><br />www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=3354502 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:17365 2005-12-29T17:34:40Z 2005-12-29T17:34:40Z I just woke up... It's pretty eirly now concidering the time I went to sleep. So, anyway, I just had a dream that it was next year and I joined drama becouse I needed another class. It was interesting, and I think in my dream, Mr. Wax hated me...<br /> Anyhow, it's time to update. I got back from my grandma's house on teusday, and I Really miss Dria a lot. She's out of town right now, and she said she wont get back untel around the 30th. For Christmas, I got a whole bunch of cool stuff, my big gift from my parents this year was a sword, so I'm going to have some pictures of me with my sword soon.<br /> I can't think of anything to write... I'm not myself... I miss Dria :(... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:16952 2005-10-09T13:31:23Z 2005-10-09T13:31:23Z Stuffs- I am drawing floor plans and such for my campaign, and my rules need a bit more to be done. It's still got some time untel the campainges start though.<br />If anyone is really good at making floor plans, I would be appreciative of a little help on some of these wierd places.<br /><br />Janx- I've decided to start my book over, and write off of what i have so far, 'cause I don't like how slowly it's building, so I need to convert my 60-some pages into something less, cause at around i am now, is where all of the suff going on gets more interesting. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:16867 2005-09-08T00:18:27Z 2005-09-08T00:18:27Z So they changed my schedule from being right where i wanted it to being WRONG! i had a class with Dria every morning, and nows, me have no classes with her. Since when can you not listen to music during study hall? Is that even a rule? If it is, its pretty gay (my english teacher yelled at someone for calling someone gay, and then the same for retarded). Her reasoning is that they cant help it.<br />I said to travis just as a joke that they could help it with a gun?(in bad taste, but whatever)<br />and then travis said 'if they wern't so retarded!'<br />and then we laughed for about 5 minutes.<br />Ok, so here's my stance on gay people, a third of them are saying they are gay just for attintion, another third have it burned in that they are gay becouse of parents sibilings or piers, and the last third are just feminine and confused becouse of it.<br />But then again, being that im not gay, what do I know.<br />I have nothing against retarded people, but comparing the intelagince of someone who can learn at a higher paceto that of retarded person isn't wrong. It's like saying someone is delapitated, can an old delapidated house that noone cares for help it that it is delapetaded? No, but you can still compare the two.<br />Anyway, while we're on the subject of discrimination, i think it is utter bs that everyone wants equal rights for themself, and when rights arn't equal the other way, they don't care. if minorities wanted such rights that they have now, they would have protested for '____ supremacy over white males' and not '____ equal rights' becouse they really arn't the same thing. now if a man walks into a colage with a highschool deploma that has a barrily passing average and is a minorite like african or mexican, and then a white male walks in whith a strieght a average, many schools have to take the minorites over the white males. If it were eqaul, the person wouldn't even be seen by the people who chose who attends and not, and no information wether it be sex nor race would be given to them. Only information about things that pretain to collage, like grade point average and extra curricualr activities.<br />If wemon wanted equal rights to vote, why do they not get drafted as any normal citizen? Do they have super-special female nonfighting powers? Is the next thing we'll be doing is not drafting gay men either? Perhaps we can call it the pansie law? I think only people in the millitary should have a say in millitary decitions, as it is thier life that is being put on the line. Perhaps I will just move to canada, where I'm sure the draft laws won't be difernt, but what will they be drafting for anyway?<br />'Last thing today about discrimanation, I REFUSE to call someone of African decent an African American. the only people i will call African Americans are people who moved directly from Africa to America, if your parents did so, I DONT CARE. If you were born in American, that is what you are and nothing more, an American. I'm not going to be racist and call people African Americans just becouse thier skin is darker. I am an American, if you were born in America, then you are an American no matter what the color.<br />I started rewriting my book in study hall, i got about two pages done before i realised i had math homework. I figure that I need more drafts of it, so I might as well reright what I have already written, just to improve on what i have done. I think i may get a myspace for just my book and the name would be the name of the book, so I could post chapters at a time. maybe not. I don't know yet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:16594 2005-09-06T00:31:31Z 2005-09-06T00:35:14Z Project Majestic(tribute to nobuo) - You're Not Alone Well, everything happens at once for some reason. I realized today that I didn't get SHIT done all summer. man, by now i was supposed to have a job, have some driving exp, and be ready to try and get in windansamble. Well, I haven't put in a single application, I've only driven twice throughout my whole life, and I am in worse shape to get in wind ansamble than I was at the end of the school year. On top of that, my parents want me to have my eagle done soon, and I haven't done a thing on that since school ended either. Thursday during the football game i got yelled at in front of everyone cause i didnt have my band shirt from this year on, what kind of bullshit rule is that? We've never had a rule to where a certain band shirt, it has always been a band shirt. apparently i was too busy being so freaking tierd that i was falling over while he said it that i wasn't listening or something, but whatever.<br />I'm going to start dressing up for school for no reason other than I feel like being dressed up, just becouse.<br />I want to make my room cooler still, but i don't ever have the time or money.<br />On top of being all discuraged about myself, not doing shit that I wanted to, and being imbarrased infront of a lot of my freinds, i can't stop worrieing about Dria and feeling helpless, all I know is that her and her dad aren't very happy at eachother, and she can't talk on the phone. One of the worst parts is that i can't stop thinking that it may be my fault. I don't know why, breath in my launges? i wonder if she's mad at me, I can't even caontact her, becouse every time I call, her parents tell her she can't talk.<br />Another thing i didn't get done, I wanted to finish my book, i i barraly made a chapter if that.<br />I feel like shit.<br />i need a shot...<br />!<br />or uh..! a uh walk thats what i mean!<br />Damn it all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:16216 2005-09-03T20:03:18Z 2005-09-03T20:03:18Z FFVIIAC - The Ultimate One Winged Angel As you all have probably heard by now, the first football game of this season was a slaughter.<br />Yup... 0- 37<br />But if you haven't heard, the real amazing part is...<br />WE WON!<br />If you haven't been keeping up with Atlee football, we didn't win a single game last year. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:15922 2005-08-27T15:48:13Z 2005-08-27T15:48:13Z so, now band camp is over and we're only doing about 2-3 hours a non foot ball game normal band rehersal instead of 5-8 hours a day...<br />now i'll have time to stay up at peoples houses and stuff like that, whaho!<br />tonight was the first performance. Dria showed up, which was really cool, and she said we did good. man, i am tierd. im really glad that i saw Dria today, i hadnt seen her in a while with all the marching and her parents(her dad) being whatever you want to call them.<br />urrg... so tierd... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:15805 2005-08-13T03:23:39Z 2005-08-13T03:23:39Z VNV Nation <img src="http://u0501817.k3.13939.org/Swordsone/cnswd204503.JPG" /><br /><a href="http://cgi.ebay.com/Chinese-Snowflake-Steel-Little-Square-Sword_W0QQitemZ6552946350QQcategoryZ88922QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem">http://cgi.ebay.com/Chinese-Snowflake-Steel-Little-Square-Sword_W0QQitemZ6552946350QQcategoryZ88922QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem</a><br />damn thats a pretty sword... <br />i wish i had a job... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:15525 2005-08-06T22:36:06Z 2005-08-06T22:36:06Z VNV Nation - Genesis i am relaxed.<br />'tis my favorete weather outside(rain)<br />i slept in 'till 4.<br />i went to my favorete place to eat.<br />the only thing that could make this day any better is for me to see Dria.<br />but alas, i have to practice my trombone sothat hopefully i will have a clue what im doing for band. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:15322 2005-08-05T23:47:13Z 2005-08-05T23:47:13Z Self - I am a Little Explosion today was a good day. i got to spend time with Dria, which is always a delight, and i got to eat at my favorete place to eat (Pantera Bread), and then- a miracle happened... i found the song 'self - i am a little explosion' on limewire<br />holy freaking hell yeah!<br />happy i am today!<br />-miau- urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:14887 2005-08-05T01:57:30Z 2005-08-05T01:57:30Z <img src="http://tinypic.com/a0fmux.png" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:14728 2005-08-01T05:20:19Z 2005-08-01T05:20:19Z VNV Nation - Further we buried grandma yesterday. it was a sad event. my mom and her sister were really upset looking, as were my cusins and jack. as soon as the fueneral ended, it poored down, but for some reason it held up till then, which was conveniant. we went to doveys house after the fueneral, that was nice, its good to be around family in those kind of times. *sigh*<br />i saw my uncles and grandfathers graves, i dont think i had ever seen the graves before, im named after the both of them, and they both died before i was born. the uncle im named after has the same birthday as me.<br />anyway, on a lighter note, i saw Dria today, and while i was with her, everything i was upset about went away, and i was truely happy. i love Dria ^.^ she just saw my room today, cause i cleaned the house enough sothat she could come over, the hallway stairs and my room are really clean. my room is awlays clean like that though to the thanks of steven *thank you steven!*<br />we went to pantera bread today, and i made my usual sweet awesomeness coffee;<br />7 parts haslenut coffee<br />1 part half and half milkish stuff<br />1-2 packs of suger<br />4-6 packs of natural brand suger (like STRIEGHT suger... mmm)<br />enough honey to cover the entire bottem of a cup or mug twice<br />1D8 times of hitting the bottem of the cinemin shaker<br /><br />so... make my sweet-awesomeness coffee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:14562 2005-07-29T05:32:55Z 2005-07-29T05:32:55Z Tristram well, this has been an interesting week, around this time last week, we got two new refregerators, becouse out of the two refrigerators we had and one frezer, the two died. so, in order to get ready for a freind of my mother's to come over, we got two new fridges.<br /> monday Dria and and went with steven to busch gardens, witch was freaking sweet, cause i got to spend the whole day with Dria ^.^<br />is wierd, cause i missed her the next day, after being with her for 14 hours. it was really great to be able to spend so much time with her, becouse she can rarely go out with me, lucky, we had our 'trusty role modle adult man' with us... hehe<br /> so, that night/next days morning, the frezer(the only serviving cold food keeper thing in the house) starts puting out hot air instead of clod, so everything in there was totally rotten, and so many flies must've breed in there, i wonder how many cans of bug sprey it took to kill them all.<br /> tuesday is pretty quiet and normal except for dad being all tierd from having to move the frezzer and almost passing out from the smell.<br /> wendsday we found out that grandma was in the hospital, i didnt know what was wrong, but i figured it wasnt too too serios, cause old people go to the hospital all the time. that day, mom and i go to her college book store and we retern some books and buy some books, then we went to see a freind of ours. so we go to the hospital later on, and just as we are leaveing, my moms freind linda from florida shows up. my mom had already been, and for her was coming back for a secound time and linda came with us. before we got there, i was told that its looking pretty serios, like blood clots or something, but dad didnt quite know what was going on exactly. so i get in, and my aunt, and cusin, and a few family freinds are there. they told me exactly what was wrong. her body was week after being in a nursing home for a while, so for some reason, her legs were all clotted up with blood, so no curculation could get through, so her heart was working harder and harder and couldnt get blood through. the only real option was to amputate the legs, but the dont do this, becouse her heart is so weak, that if they have any kind of surgury, shell die. mom , linda and i all go off to panera bread, cause we were hungry, and jack and dad stayed there. we got home and dad was home, so i figured jack was home, and i stay and linda nad mom go. my dad leaves, but i dont go with him, and i found out that jack was at the hospital. so now im all alone playing diablo two to try and not worrie about grandma. everyone else gets home in maybe an hour or two, and i go with jack to play twilight imperium with brad and fritch. when we get home (6 am) all the cars are gone, so i knew what happend im sure jack did too, but he calls moms cell phone, mom answers instantly, and on speaker phone says, 'jack, grandmas gone off with jesus now.' thats when im like, 'night man.' i walk in the empty house and go to bed on the sofa sothat linda can go to sleep on my bed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:14267 2005-07-22T16:04:56Z 2005-07-22T16:04:56Z im making a game with two or three other people (dale, joe, and maybe someone else). this game is going to be our vertion of d&d, where you have one dm, and two characters, a dm controls a planet, making there be 3 or four planets in the solar system, and a posible way to get from planet to planet, if you hate the campiegn your in, im doing mine with a map of every town, duengon and whatever there is to go to. im going to start off going to each person, or each person come to me, and if two people encounter each other, then ill go to each of them to get them to tell me what the say to each other. that way people can start partys, ill make it very easy to run into people in the start of the game, and the world isnt so humungus that its terably imposible to meet people. im going to have two airships that can be used. and so far, about 11 airships of the enemy's. i have a big campeign, and a whole bunch of side quests, so even if someone goes off and kills the leader of the opposing army, there's still alot to do. im going to start making new side quests as old ones die out, and the gaint campaign is pretty inaviodable, if you dont fight, you die, if you do fight, well now your engaded in the campaign. if people take to long to get to the ending place, then ill make them be there, becouse by that time, the world is already taken control over, and the opposing army can outnumber you severely. the class system works a little diffrently then most, you have a tree. say fighter leads to squire, leads to cleric knight or samuri. cleric leads to palidin, but so does knight, and both lead to other things. but if you take the cleric route, then your more like a healing palidin and if you take the knight route, then your a kill-you-in-the-face palidin. there are about 7 dragons in diffrent side quests in my game, but as the game progresses there will be more, becouse they will be able to be fought at later points. there are many unique items in each world, for me, many out of the book im writing, many out of games, magic, and randomly made up. the same goes for the story lines. if/when the main campaign is ended, there will be an open time, just to go do side quests and what not. you play two characters(as i belive a may have written before). this is danny's idea, cause he's awesome like that. right now im not soid on everything, but its still forming, so there are probly some a.d.d. type thoughts. comment, message me, email me, call me, do somthing if you want to play urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:13853 2005-07-07T22:29:46Z 2005-07-07T22:29:46Z Hybrid Theory - High Voltage so its been a little while since i last updated, so its time to update<br />1. AMA<br />2. Church camp<br />3. 4th of July<br />4. Bordom<br />ama was pretty fun, although there were some things that happened that really sucked. it was nice to see people that i knew(and those that i kinda knew but not really). Emi went as a bondage kitty, which was halarios, although, she did look really cute. Josh was there like he was last year, and i got to hang out with Afton and Ant and Jack while i was there. i watched lupin the III, dead or alive, it was good, but i didnt get to finish cause i wanted to be sure to play mophia. mophia was awesome, and if anyone wants to play it outside of the con, id be happy to.i bought a t shirt that had cowboy bebop on it, which is sweet. i tried watching the cosplay, but that lasted... 1/2 min. oh yea, Emi feed me with her pizza.<br />the bs that happened there has already been over talked about, and inspite of all that, ama was really fun.<br /><br />church camp was pretty fun, but the whole time there i was thinking about Dria and how much i missed her... i miss her now too... but lets not get off track. i helped with the primary 2 kids(8-9). sometimes the kids were a pain, but they're never TOO bad. after a few days, Afton and Jack came up with us, which was a big suprize that afton would show up to anything involing Christianity, but it was cool to have her. my cusin came up the day after, Serra. it was cool to see her again, i dont see her as much as id like to see her. before long we were back home.<br /><br />the forth of July was fun, i went to Dria's aunt and uncle's house. we had a barbeque(i think thats what it was, with my sparse meateatingness).<br />it was nice to be with her, and to watch her watching fire works, hehe. before the fireworks and barbeque thing, we watched a little bit of tv. we were watching Monty Python, and Dria was comenting on how stupid it was as i was laughing histaricaly<br /><br />yea, well, besides all this, ive been pretty bored this summer, doing things with freinds rarely, and with all these parental rules we have going on, its hard to see Dria too often. she cant come over to my house untel its clean. everytime i come over i have a be here by and a be gone by time. she cant go out on a 'date' with anyone untel shes 16(date being anything withought an adault... ANYTHING). she'll be 16 december 4th. so my freinds hard to see plus Dria hard to see = long days of sitting at home downloading .hack episodes till the cows come home. *sigh* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:13741 2005-06-25T18:23:32Z 2005-06-25T18:23:32Z there isnt much to post about and so much time<br />wiat, reverse that<br />i need to post about the anime con, and church camp and everything, but i have no time, cause im still at church camp(pantera bread right now)<br />im drinking coffee haslenut lots of cinimin and a little milk<br />i miss Dria....<br />T-T urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:13499 2005-06-16T01:57:57Z 2005-06-16T01:57:57Z Kajiura Juki - Secret Project i have two days left till summer for me really starts. im going to see if me and Dria can jang out or something before i have to go to church camp. i leave on sunday, and aslo, me and dale arnt sure but we wat to hang out before i have to go as well. i havent seen dale outside of school in months, and it kinda sucks to ask someone out and then go away for a week i got the new foo fighters cd. its pretty good. i still like colour and shape, and nothing left to loose more, but its good nonetheless. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:13136 2005-06-16T01:29:16Z 2005-06-16T01:29:16Z well, i fixed it, i tricked it by hitting 'remove costomizations' and then 'edit costamazations' before either could have a chance to load, and for some reason, it worked, but its not like it was, now its too... blue urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:12983 2005-06-15T21:56:59Z 2005-06-15T21:56:59Z i finaly was able to change the settingss back to 'unearthed' but still when i click costimize, it says<br /><br />Error<br />Layout layer for this user layer not found.<br /><br />this is gay<br />hopfully itll be fixed soon, cause this sucks urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:12609 2005-06-15T20:34:10Z 2005-06-15T20:34:10Z what the crap just happened to my livejournal?!? it looks so... gay now<br />what the hell! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:12504 2005-06-13T20:18:06Z 2005-06-13T20:20:05Z A Flock of Seagulls - Space Age Love Song (Güenter Schulz Re i asked Dria out today! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:12139 2005-06-10T20:36:05Z 2005-06-10T20:36:16Z The Ghost That Feeds its been a while since i posted, but then again, 'nothing too interesting going on. my brother showed me a really sweet song, its a mixe of the ghost busters and the hand that feeds. it blends really well. i got my class ring today! yay! ill show people when i see them, but im not going to describe it. once again i am confused about life, but you know, thats the way life is. so, another school year is almost over. im going to be a jonior next year!... now that i know school is almost out its so bland. like, "yea, whatever, its almost over anyway so why does it matter." im so tierd of all this school. i couldnt focus at all today. i didnt even care to go to my math teacher to see what i got on the sol. the grades for my WHII sol arnt in yet, so i will probly have to take the exam becouse a whole bunch of over payed school officails couldnt get thier shit together. i cant wait for summer... mmm... tasty...<br />i got my year book recently...<br />yea... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:11926 2005-05-31T21:00:40Z 2005-05-31T21:00:40Z Bella Morte- The Rain Within Her Hands once again, its been a bit since ive updated, but hey, nothing interesting going on in my life. i got tenchi forever, thats a great movie. i bought it for like, 8 bucks? its good. i want to get the other tenchi movies + most of the seasons, i love a lot of anime, but this and cowboy bebop are probly the only anime that i can watch all day long and more. wow, how boring i am urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:empiredweller:11764 2005-05-27T02:13:55Z 2005-05-27T02:14:37Z Gary Newman- Are 'Friends' Electric (Leaether Strip mix) i havent updated in what? a week? now im being a hipocrit, so now i have to post. what is there to post about? i dont know... ill just write randomly then, today was the last concert of the year, it was good. i got a cd of it if anyone wants to hear. *doubtfull* *sigh* noone seems to like clasical music anymore, i even had someone tell me that if it didnt have words, then its not a song, what the hell is that? people dont respect good music anymore either, although that is a matter of opinion, so ill say it like this, noone likes skill in music anymore, lyics about killing yourself and sex and drugs and relationships, why do people do this? they do it becouse it sells. people find brittny spears pretty (i dont know how, shes ugly to me)(skanky = ugly in my tastes). and becouse of this, she makes millions of dollors. noone realises that she has NO talent, but you know, what ever. she doesnt have a musical bone in her body, but anyone will tell you what she does have, and that sells. she says she writes her own music sometimes. 1. the music sucks, it wouldnt suprize me if she did write it. 2. she hires people to write music for her with maybe a word or two of her own. shes not even talented enough to write her own swill. ive coverd pop, next rap. by saying that you smoke crack and whore girls and get rich from it you are celebrated, the filth of the world, cellabrated? hmm... maybe becouse the media pressures people to do these things so much that they have not only been accepted, but cellabrated? what the fuck, these people have no talent. i dont care if they DID write thier own music, anyone can surly say "bitch hoe mother fucker i smoke crack" and im sure eminim(aka: useless) has said it atleast 18trillion times. country and emo lrics suck, thats that, ive heard the whole, "my girl left me my cat got run over i lost my house im going to go kill myself" rutine about 12,094,321 times, and i dont need more of it. some old country was good, the country that wasnt trying to sell albums, just make music. i like opera. why dont most peolpe. why dont people like clasical, jazz, and blues? clasical is so good, that it can surve pure emotions, without haveing to tell you how to feel, without perswadeing your true outtake on the music and not the words, want to write poetry, write poetry, poetry is good, i write poetry, but not in music. it takes away from the raw emotion chaneled though skillful music, or rather musical music, as opposed to museak.